How is it that every time we start talking on the phone and the conversation goes from you to me, you become busy all of a sudden and have to get off of the phone?
How is it that when I want to do something with you, you find some way to make whatever the event is self-serving for you in some way?
How is it that I only hear from you when you need something from me?
How is it that you accuse me of being fake when you turn around and gossip - knowing that what you say will somehow make it's way to my ears?
How is it that I always seem to fall for the same trick cooked up a different way and not realize it's the same trick until I recognize that I am playing the starring role of "Fool" -- again?
How is it that expectations are different for you than they are for me?
How is it OK for you to tell the same lie to yourself and not recognize that it is still a lie - even if you tell it to yourself?
I guess I am the one who can control many of these circumstances. So, the next time I find myself claiming victim, I'll have to turn the tables. Because I cannot take having to ask anymore. After all, the answer is just before me. You ask "How is it?"
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